cmf1011 Posted September 12, 2019 Share Posted September 12, 2019 Wow. I am feeling so much better today surprisingly. I’m realizing more and more the importance of forgiveness. I need to forgive myself and despite everything my ex has done to me I need to forgive him too. Things ARE different now and it’s time to stop crying (for now lol), feeling bad for myself, and get my life back on track. I’m still having anxiety here and there, but I am starting therapy next week so I will hopefully learn how to manage it more effectively. I have to recognize that it is not me, I can not blame myself for someone else’s short comings. I love him and I know he loves me, but I can’t be with a man that’s broken. I can’t waste my life trying to fix someone else’s wounds. He showed me his true colors, and they weren’t as beautiful as I thought they would be. And maybe I should be thankful he broke up with me because for all I know he could’ve went from gaslighting me, to abusing me. I know he will never ever forget me, I served my purpose in bringing kindness, love into his life but now it’s time I bring that to my own life. I see a light at the end of the tunnel, even though it might take some time to get there. I’ll get there. I can do this. I will be okay. Link to comment
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