boltnrun Posted June 3, 2020 Share Posted June 3, 2020 Do you know what the trigger was? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted June 3, 2020 Author Share Posted June 3, 2020 Do you know what the trigger was? No, because I was fast asleep. I can have panic attacks while fast asleep. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
boltnrun Posted June 3, 2020 Share Posted June 3, 2020 No, because I was fast asleep. I can have panic attacks while fast asleep. Oh wow, that's too bad. I actually dreamed about the pandemic last night. That was a first. Of course, I wake up anxious every day. I hope you get restful sleep tonight. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted June 3, 2020 Author Share Posted June 3, 2020 Oh wow, that's too bad. I actually dreamed about the pandemic last night. That was a first. Of course, I wake up anxious every day. I hope you get restful sleep tonight. Thanks ! You too ! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ButterflyWrists Posted June 4, 2020 Share Posted June 4, 2020 That's no fun I hope you're having a restful sleep now though x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted June 4, 2020 Author Share Posted June 4, 2020 That's no fun I hope you're having a restful sleep now though x Hey Butters, yes I had a good sleep. You? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted June 4, 2020 Author Share Posted June 4, 2020 The world is going to shyte. Seriously. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted June 4, 2020 Author Share Posted June 4, 2020 Next week my hubby turns 51. Where did time go? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted June 4, 2020 Author Share Posted June 4, 2020 A dress I made. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
boltnrun Posted June 4, 2020 Share Posted June 4, 2020 Hope your husband has a great birthday! Next month I will be in my mid-50s. That makes me wonder why I'm doing the job I'm doing. I'm too old for this! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted June 5, 2020 Author Share Posted June 5, 2020 Hope your husband has a great birthday! Next month I will be in my mid-50s. That makes me wonder why I'm doing the job I'm doing. I'm too old for this! Yeah, I will be 54 this year. I am tired too. After 50 you really start to feel life . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted June 5, 2020 Author Share Posted June 5, 2020 I am just so frustrated for so many reasons. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted June 5, 2020 Author Share Posted June 5, 2020 Time to have a bit of internet silence. I just need to be with myself and close everything out. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jibralta Posted June 5, 2020 Share Posted June 5, 2020 We live out deep deep in the forest and we have built an entire compound where all our families some strangers and people I know live in an inter-connected series of houses. There are underground connections and we are entirely self-sufficient. The entire compound is protected by fencing that is 50 feet high it reaches across the top and goes 30 feet into the ground. I visualize that and understand safety. I used to envision something similar when I was a kid, especially as I was going to sleep. Lower fences, though. I'm not sure when I stopped. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jibralta Posted June 5, 2020 Share Posted June 5, 2020 A dress I made. Is this a tube dress? How pretty! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted June 5, 2020 Author Share Posted June 5, 2020 I used to envision something similar when I was a kid, especially as I was going to sleep. Lower fences, though. I'm not sure when I stopped. Yeah ,for me it seems to be in effective visualization to help me believe I’m safe. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted June 5, 2020 Author Share Posted June 5, 2020 Is this a tube dress? How pretty! Thanks! No it has tank top sleeves. 😀 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jibralta Posted June 6, 2020 Share Posted June 6, 2020 Yeah ,for me it seems to be in effective visualization to help me believe I’m safe. That makes a lot of sense. It really struck me when I read that you thought this way. Made me realize that I was probably trying to deal with anxiety at the time. I think that my major issue was probably the disintegration of my parents' marriage. Thanks! No it has tank top sleeves. Very cute! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted June 6, 2020 Author Share Posted June 6, 2020 That makes a lot of sense. It really struck me when I read that you thought this way. Made me realize that I was probably trying to deal with anxiety at the time. I think that my major issue was probably the disintegration of my parents' marriage. Very cute! Yes, visualization helps a lot with anxiety. It is how I self sooth for sleep. I also roll myself like a burrito in the blankets and sleep on my stomach. Thank you about the dress! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted June 6, 2020 Author Share Posted June 6, 2020 My son’s phone died . 🤦♀️I have to drive to Toronto to get another one tomorrow, no other place is closer that is open. 🤦♀️🤦♀️🤦♀️🤯 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted June 7, 2020 Author Share Posted June 7, 2020 We got my son a new phone today. We had to migrate everything at home though because they won’t do that right now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
boltnrun Posted June 7, 2020 Share Posted June 7, 2020 Hopefully that wasn't TOO time consuming! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted June 8, 2020 Author Share Posted June 8, 2020 Hopefully that wasn't TOO time consuming! Today was pretty stressful. My son was so so stressed you could see his whole body shake and even his face was shaking. He’s difficult to support when he’s that stressed. I felt so bad for my sweetie. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted June 8, 2020 Author Share Posted June 8, 2020 Hubby went into work today to accept his offer. He said most likely he’ll be “a Padawan“ at his current unit for now until his course. He will shadow their current TDO. His course will be this October but who knows what’s happening with Covid. It’s kind of scary for him to go into a congregate living setting at this time. My son said he was so stressed yesterday because he didn’t want to add any more financial stress to us by getting a newer phone. But he needs a reliable phone. He only got the iPhone 7 because it was the cheapest. It was about $460 and they gave it to him for 190 so he pays $7.92 a month for the phone but our plan had to go up a little bit so overall I think it’s about an extra $25 a month. And we got another 10 gigs, so between him and I we have 30 gigs of data per month and we don’t go anywhere. 🤦♀️ We are in Wi-Fi almost all the time. But we have enough gigs to become almost our own mobile hotspot😆 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted June 9, 2020 Author Share Posted June 9, 2020 Today is my husband’s birthday. 9 years to retirement my darling. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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