lostandlost Posted June 19, 2019 Share Posted June 19, 2019 I'm stressed to the eyeballs. Really stressed and thinking i might be going through some sort of breakdown. i've been in a relationship for 11 years. i've wanted to have a baby for the past 6 years. my partner doesn't want children. we split up over it but then got back together and i decided to move on from it. But I cannot move on from it. It's something I really want. But I love him so much I don't want to lose him. He said if I got pregnant he wouldn't want it and that would be the end of us as a couple. I've stopped using the pill and I've been tampering with condoms. I've done this for about 6 months now, but no pregnancy has been forthcoming. I know I shouldn't be doing this. I want a baby. I don't want to lose my partner. I'm not sure if I'm just extra over-emotional or what's going on? I might have a pituary tumour (awaiting MRI results) so maybe this is contributing to how I feel. Link to comment
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