Weldinlife Posted May 20, 2019 Share Posted May 20, 2019 Hey guys, I never thought I would ever post something like this anywhere but I honestly need some sort of opinion on my situation...il try and make this short... Ok so it started back in grade 10, I was very picky about who I dated as I had a "reputation" to uphold then and I found this girl(grade 9) and fell instantly Inlove.. we had many good years and ended up being a first for everything for both of us. Fast forward 5 years and one day she told me she wanted to basically take a break (we both did things that were wrong like me flirting with girls on text and her sending nudes to dudes and straight up immature highschool nonsence) and find happiness, I was devistated considering I turned down many girls in highschool and ditching party's and friends for this girl, I was in a super depressed state and took a few months to get back out, I ended up sleeping with girls and and trying temporary relationships and partying every weekend I was living my best life but not one girl was like mine and I realized no one could make me feel like she did, anyways then me and her started seeing eachother again 6 months later and got back together, fast forward to now which is 7 years in. Now this is comeing to the conclussion..so ever since we got back she has been going out clubbing every night and all I asked from her was a text to make sure she's safe and last week she passed out drunk at the bar and I got angry because I didn't hear from her all day and we ended up fighting and she said the same thing to me about finding happiness and taking a break a second time over a text. A TEXT! i was literally sitting in my bed for 2 days straight sick to my stomach( we live together) and she was at her friends for those 2 days. She came home eventually in tears and cried for hours telling me how much she loves me but she has to do this and I explained we can get help and keep trying but this break is happening and now I gotta move far away because of this break up, I told her how I might not see her again and she said she will visit me and she doesn't know how long this break will be. We basically had a talk right after about our lives in the future but she didn't understand I was not cool with this and very heartbroken.Am I wasting my time though? I really can't live without her but I can't keep doing these mind game breaks. Any feedback is really appreciated I'm in a bad place right now with no one to talk to Link to comment
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