mssgrande Posted May 20, 2019 Share Posted May 20, 2019 This just happened last week on MotherÂ’s Day. We have been together for 19 months and we known each other for 3 years. The first time we dated, it didnÂ’t end up well. We went on 3 dates and then he decided not to date me anymore and date another girl. We were still working together. Him and the girl broke up around May/June, I reach out to him around October and we start seeing each other, this time around we end up in a relationship. I have always had problems expressing myself emotional and letting people in and we would have some small arguments about it and sometimes I would distant myself. However, I started to be more open and I was trying harder to be more open. This past December his mom moved out and he had nowhere to leave. He moved in with my family and I. Things were fine until late March when we all moved to a smaller house. Things started to change. We were much busier and getting on each other nerves. He had told me that he wasnÂ’t feeling like himself and I tried my best to change my behavior and let him be but it didnÂ’t work. Before the break up, he told me he was moving out and I freak out and I didnÂ’t speak to him for two days almost. On MotherÂ’s Day, we woke up and we started cuddling and he was kissing me. He started talking about how he wasnÂ’t feeling like himself and then he started to talk about ex girlfriends and then I asked him if he wanted to work things out, he said he didnt know. I took it as a yes and he proceed on hugging me and cuddling me. I tried to have sex with him, and then thatÂ’s when everything blew up and he told he was trying to break up with me. I started crying and begging him and telling him how much I loved him. He kept on trying to hug me and trying to make me feel better. After an hour or two he tells me that he changes his mind and he doesnÂ’t know. He isnÂ’t sure of us anymore. He is confuse. He feels like he is making a mistake. I ask him what he means and he says that we are on a break. He stays in the house for two more days and I keep trying to plead him to change his mind. On Wednesday morning, we talk again and he isnÂ’t going to be living anymore in the house and he will gone for the week. I said okay. I ask him again whatÂ’s going on with us. I need to know if we are done or not. He says that everything will be okay and he kisses me on more time on the mouth and says it wonÂ’t be our last kiss. We promise not to contact each other but I break up the promise a day later because my mom feeds me this story that he might have someone else. He calls me back and says he doesnÂ’t. He then says he will call me on Sunday. I text him on Sunday to tell him that I have found a home for the duck we got together and he is sad but understands. He then says he will call me later after he is off work. He doesnÂ’t. I didnÂ’t erase his number but I did his messages. I am very confuse still because he never said we were over. I told myself I will give him time but I donÂ’t know if thatÂ’s even okay anymore. Link to comment
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