eggeggegg Posted May 4, 2019 Share Posted May 4, 2019 what do you do what you fail even after you push yourself out of your comfort zone and try your absolute hardest, and fail miserably right after you felt good about working hard? i was auditioning for my school’s hip hop team and i practiced so hard i could barely walk up the stairs without collapsing. I was constantly listening to the music and going over things, getting out of my comfort zone while freestyle, asking for criticism from my friends, etc. and the person who was judging showed interest in my dancing, so i was happy because i thought for sure that i would get in... but when i checked, my friends had gotten in but i had not. I poured my heart and soul into it, everything i had. it wasn’t possible for me to work harder for it. but despite this i still failed so miserably. I have dance background as well and in order to dance well i mustered up all the confidence i didn’t know i had in me, but it wasn’t enough. it’s so frustrating. some of my friends aren’t too good at dancing either, so it frustrates me that i’m probably worse. My parents were being negative about me joining the whole time, and i pushed myself despite it. I’m proud of myself for working so hard, but frustrated that even my best wasn’t good. I’ll try again, but it’s just so embarrassing and frustrating and painful :( Link to comment
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