No hope for friendship but i still feel the need to at least apologize

[Mets6986]

There was a time years ago when a fellow co worker and I had a falling out (that one was not a female) and we had fallen out for a while to the point that the loss of our friendship did not bother either one of us, Then one year around Christmas I just got in one of those moods to do something nice, So I bought KFC for the whole work area I did not want anything nor did I expect anything but of course some of my co workers thanked me but I was shocked when he thanked me and we talked and end result years later our friendship is now stronger than it was, So I know from personal experience that doing good for others can sometimes soften people's hearts. Now will that happen again this time Maybe, Maybe not have no control of that but I am okay with that and besides maybe that day she will take off and once out of my control, Because no matter what happens with her I am going to feel better about myself

[Mets6986]

Yesterday at work I moved out of her way so that she could get bye me as she walked by me she rubbed my back a little as she walked bye, I did not say any thing at all because it may have meant nothing and even if it had meant something I am in no position to guess and right now it is better to be safe than sorry, If she wants to speak to me she needs it perfectly clear that she is speaking to me. If she does the ONLY thing I am going to say to her is that I am sorry and offer to make amends if I can then leave the ball so to speak in her court.