Gingiexo Posted April 27, 2019 Share Posted April 27, 2019 I'm going to hold my hands up and admit that I'm an idiotic hopeless romantic. In the last two years I've broken my own heart 4 times. My relationship history is confusing, but it all started with the break up of my first serious loving relationship. Followed by involving myself with unavailable men and then being the unavailable woman to an incredible man. I feel that in all of these instances I've broken my own heart by not giving myself time to recover and be on my own to grow stronger. After my most recent breakup of an 'almost relationship' a week ago, I find myself thinking of all of my exes. I'm missing them all in their own unique way and my heart feels so broken and heavy. I had 2 amazing guys in my life, I ruined those relationships. The first by cheating and the second by leading him on because I was too afraid to be alone and lose him How do I shift this sadness? How do I let go of all of the heartbreak I've caused myself and the horrible mistakes that I've made and just be at peace with myself? I'm 23 and this all seems too much to bear at this age Link to comment
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