DrewVincent1 Posted February 6, 2018 Share Posted February 6, 2018 Okay, here goes. I’ve just joined this site so I don’t know what I’m doing but I’m desperate. I’ve been with my girlfriend since 2012. We also have a 4 year old little girl. I’m 24 and she is 22 in May. Our relationship has been bad for quite some time, more bad than good really, and tbh I take a lot of the blame for how crap it’s been. I could have been a way better partner to her, and she has been brilliant throughout dealing with me. We don’t have a violent relationship (I could never do that to her) and I don’t even call her names or really scream when we argue because I don’t feel like could upset her that way on top of an arguement. I have however been very lazy with our relationship, and she doesn’t trust me either (but that’s something I don’t want to speak about, let’s just say I was a d*ck once at the start of our relationship). The way the relationship is now, is basically me promising it will be better, it being really good for a day or two and then going bad again with arguements and such, mainly stemming from me going into bad habits or laziness. I know I don’t deserve her, she shouldn’t have to deal with me. I do love her and I think she feels the same (sometimes). We have a 4 year old beautiful little girl who I know she would never stop me seeing if it did end, but it would suck not being able to see her whenever I wanted. I’ve looked at sites like this in the past looking for ways to help, but know, I don’t think it really can last the way we are, promise is just a word at this point, and I know I can’t make up for this anymore. We have been together so long, and I know I would do everything to help her out after it would happen, but i just don’t know how to make it happen, I’m scared and the last think I want to do is hurt her more. I don’t know what to do anymore. Link to comment
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