my3lans Posted December 18, 2017 Share Posted December 18, 2017 it's been a month since we started talking about splitting and a week since it's been "official". My mom and close friends think I should be over it by now. I'm functioning. I get up every day, keep the house clean, go to work. I socialize with friends but sometimes I burst into tears whether I'm alone or not. I've seen my doctor for some anti-anxiety meds and I'm making plans to move forward. But I'm bored sometimes and think about him constantly. He was ALL IN. HE talked about our future all the time. HE talked about blending our 5 grown kids into a family. HE talked about moving in together, etc. and then all of a sudden...he pulled back. I panicked and pushed which only made him pull further away. I'm still just devastated by being completely blindsided by all of this. Everyone wants me to be mad at him and I should be but I still love him. I wonder what he's doing, if he's okay, does he miss me at all? What made him pull away? I've been reading about breakups, etc I'm doing all the things they suggest. And maybe the holidays are making it worse. I just want to stop missing him, thinking about him and crying every day. Link to comment
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