lovepink123 Posted October 23, 2017 Share Posted October 23, 2017 Hi everyone, My boyfriend and I were together for three years, we just celebrated our anniversary a week ago. We’ve always been great. We both love each other a lot and we’ve always talked about our future together. We talked about when we were going to get engaged, kids, jobs, houses, everything. We’ve had our share of small problems, but recently we’ve been better than ever before. Then, one night I messed up. It was my friends birthday party and I got extremely drunk. I know I was acting ridiculous and I was being awful to him. I don’t remember anything at all, but he recorded me so I could see the next day what I was doing. I’m so mad at myself because I was doing and saying things that aren’t me. That I don’t mean. I was saying things like “I’m going to find someone who treats me better” and etc on those lines. I can’t believe I would do that and I’ve never felt so awful about something. He won’t forgive me. I woke up the next day and apologized profusely. I said how much I don’t mean it and that person wasn’t me I don’t know what happened anything you can think of. And he broke up with me. We’ve had fights before, and even if we don’t really talk to each other we will always say goodnight at least, even if it’s a mad goodnight. Well last night I texted him goodnight and he didn’t reply. I feel so awful and I just want to cry but I’m also sort of angry. Why can’t he forgive me? We have this great relationship and I made a stupid drunken mistake and now our three years is down the drain along with our future? He also goes to his parents for everything and I’m embarrassed that his parents know of everything I did. Please help, I’m driving myself crazy. I’ve never wanted to be with someone as much as I want to be with him. What do I do? Link to comment
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