MacTheII Posted October 11, 2017 Share Posted October 11, 2017 So a number of months ago my girlfriend of 3 years found a guy on the internet named Cameron. She is a little, I.e. Likes to roleplay being very young. She and I do this together because it makes her happy and I definitely don't mind it, but some things about it make me uncomfortable. This was one of them. She would never let me see her texts to Cameron because she said it was embarrassing because he was also a little and the impression she gave me is that she was embarrassed of me reading her little conversations. I totally understood and the last thing I'd want to do is make her uncomfortable about this really intimate and taboo thing. Time goes by and she stops mentioning him and she has deleted her texts with him. I ask her what happened and she said he got weird so she stopped. I didn't pry, in order not to upset her still. In my eyes I was just glad he was gone. Fast forward further and she has deeply betrayed my trust numerous times and we've broken up and gotten back together. While we were broken up and she approached me to talk I demanded answers about everything and she was very open about it all. I even asked about Cameron and she said nothing was ever romantic between them. In retrospect now I think it's very strange that she deleted their messages, she never deletes messages. She has lots of incriminating conversations on her phone right now from the incidents in the past that she never deleted but for some reason she deleted Cameron way back when. I've been having trouble pushing myself to trust her after all the things she's done to make amends for the past. I don't feel like she told me the entire truth about Cameron. I don't know if it would change my feelings for her if she did but I just need to know. Would it be a terrible idea to ask her about it now? A couple months after we've gotten back together? It is tearing me up inside like everything else but I'm just worried that continually questioning her faith in me will make her upset and unmotivated to try and win my trust back. Should I leave it in the past and write it off as something her past, deceitful self did and it's irrelevant to my current life? Link to comment
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