snkv Posted October 9, 2017 Share Posted October 9, 2017 Hello to all. So I was in a long break-or-stay period (long distance relationship) with my (now ex) girlfriend, and during last 8 months I have been dating another girl that I just clicked with, we had our contacts, but I was always on the defensive, because I still wanted my girlfriend. Over the time I realized that that other girl is the type I have been looking for, but during the last 2 months she has been skipping on dates. I broke up with my girlfirend, and I went on a dinner with the other girl, only to realize she has started dating someone else, who is the exact opposite of everything she was looking for in a man, from her own words. It happened "spontaneous" but she was not sure it would last, well it did as it seems. This guy is 5 years yonger than her. She literally told me "why didn't you told me earlier" and "well this is a miss", and other painful statements as "well, if I am with someone, I am with someone" and "there is a possibility of us being together in the future". Despite that, she still writes to me nearly everyday, funny quotes, memes, absolute bull. She has told me multiple times during the 8 months that I am also the guy she has been looking for, she was really happy being with me in public, etc. Not to mention she knew about me having a long-distance relationship during those 8 months. I don't know how to act. I have been losing sleep for about 3 months now (4-5 hours of rotating in the bed each night), I am constantly angry. I am an active gym goer, heavy weights and painfully long sessions do me no good, only a good 15-20 minutes of being physically tired and exhausted, which lowers the anger for the amount of time. I feel like my head is going to explode, I am constantly shaking my feet like a crazy person. I tried distractions, tried everything except drugs. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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