Carus Posted October 5, 2017 Share Posted October 5, 2017 I'm 2 months out and today is as bad as any! Headache, can't breathe properly and feels like I have a steel rod lodged in my chest! The weeks have been up and down and I know this too will pass. I went into NC from day one but she has constantly been contacting me and coming around me under the guises of missing me a lot and suggestions of trying to work things out... So I went along with that. I mean, that's what I want right? But as she heals her contacts have become less frequent and more nonchalant. This is what is stabbing me in the heart as I truly thought we were on the path to reconciliation. The finality is starting to become more real. Or am I just being impatient? I hope everyone is doing at least slightly better than me today. 3 more hours at work and then I can get home to bed where sleep will become my sanctuary. I've had 2 big meltdowns today and I am totally drained both mentally and physically... ¥ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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