Cuse3592 Posted September 28, 2017 Share Posted September 28, 2017 So I'm a 25 year old male and I've been with my girlfriend for almost 3 years now. I truly love her more than I ever thought I could love someone and she means the world to me. She has a great personality, values, morales and everything I want in a girl that I would marry. I've even been thinking about getting engaged and how amazing it would be to start a family in the next 5 years. But I've messed up countless times. I physically cheated once with another girl by her giving me oral sex two years ago and we took a break in which she saw a couple other guys and I didn't see anyone. We got back together and I've messed up two more times since then. Nothing physical but I make a tinder account and then start talking to other girls but I never intend on anything more than just talk to them and flirt. Every time I do this my girlfriend catches me and I stop and start earning her trust back and then I seem to mess up again. Well last night was the final straw and she said she's done because me hurting her hurts more than how much it hurts to leave me. I've told her that I'm getting help for this and I am getting counseling starting next week to talk to someone to see why I do this because I can't answer that myself. I'm always thinking about how pretty other girls are and I know I shouldn't even think about other girls because I truly do love the one I was with for three years. I just can't seem to stop making the same stupid mistake when I know it's wrong and I hate myself for it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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