tala Posted September 14, 2017 Share Posted September 14, 2017 Hi All, I've never posted in a forum before, but I've been feeling really anxious and would love to know/feel that I'm not alone. I'm 33 years old, lost my mom at 24 to ovarian cancer. She was my only parent and best friend,my dad is an alcaholic and doesn't want a relationship with me. A little over two years ago, I met a man who is now my fiance, and he is the most beautiful person I have ever met, and his love and support were able to heal me so much. We have a very healthy relationship, and are getting married october of next year. He is leaving tonight to go on a trip overseas to see some family and for work for two weeks, and for the past three days I have had a near debilitating fear of something happening to him. I wasn't anticipating feeling this way and was looking forward to spending some time alone, but now I find myself constantly thinking about losing him, and the idea is so so so horrifying and painful. I know a lot of people have similar feelings, and a lot of people are able to control them, so any prayers/advice/words of comfort would be greatly appreciated! Thank you for reading! Link to comment
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