Queenmarie24 Posted August 25, 2017 Share Posted August 25, 2017 So a little past history very lengthy post, sorry about the punctuation errors I tend to type fast. Anyways I grew up in a very abusive home that obviously affected me throughout my life. I was also molested younger years by a family member that also affected me obviously. I have been not myself for a while now a year to be exact I started smoking cigarettes which didn't help I am quitting next Thursday. So hoping that helps I guess. I started not feeling myself when I started smoking and when someone very close to me passed away! Also my fiance had lied to me twice about an agreement we had he broke that agreement! It was an very important agreement. My in security's are at a all time low I hate my body day in day out I never see myself as pretty or beautiful .. I'm tired of feeling this way I hate it.... It is also started to affect my relationship with my fiance because I'm always so paronoid about situations that didn't even happen and also my in security's don't help at all. I'm trying to get better by seeing a therapist and taking the appropriate medication they prescribe me.. My appointment for all of that is next week I also have bad anxiety attacks ugh..... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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