Jy1986usa Posted August 21, 2017 Share Posted August 21, 2017 Long story short - My ex broke up with me 8 months ago and broke my heart in the process. I kind of figured I would never see her again and thought she despised me. Well we play in the same fantasy football league and this years draft is in a couple weeks and she is going to be there. So apparently she is at least ok being in the same room with me. I don't know much beyond that. Here's the thing. I'm still not fully over her and am still dealing with some depression over the whole experience. So the answer is probably obvious even to myself. NO! I'm not ready and shouldn't go. I probably shouldn't even play this year because just hearing about her and talking to my friend about the possibility of me seeing her again has caused me anxiety and sadness. But at the same time I know I'll be super depressed if I don't go as well and know they're all having fun and I'm at home miserable. I want to be over this. I dont necessarily want to even be in her life but I don't want to be the guy that can't get over her and can't even show up to a bar for a few hours and be around her. I think the smart thing to do is to not go and probably not even play this year. But I have this weird, possibly irrational thought that if I'm going to have a hard time with it anyway why not just go and see what happens? Maybe it could be good for me and a step towards moving on. I don't know. Does anyone have thoughts on this? Has anyone been there and can tell me how they handled it? Thanks... Link to comment
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