Lolkid45 Posted August 6, 2017 Share Posted August 6, 2017 My boyfriend and I would hangout everyday. His friends became my friends. I even stopped hanging out with my friends as much. It wasn't good, the dynamic. Now we are broken up and I only have 2 real friends that I trust. Listen. My boyfriend was a player. My friend group consists of 6 girls. 2 of my best friends are dating my boyfriend's best friends... so they're out of the picture. 1 of my friends used to try to flirt with my boyfriend... shes out. So all I have left are my last 2 friends. One of them I'm not so close to, and the other one is tired of hearing me state my problems. I have other friends who I wouldn't say are in my friend group, but they all think im stupid for being with someone like my boyfriend. I feel like nobody understands me. I, ME was the loyal one in the relationship. He was the narcissistic, unloyal, lying, player. I was loyal. I am a good person with a good heart. why am I being punished. Why do I feel like everyone looks down upon ME for being with him, when people should be looking down upon HIM for not appreciating me and treating me right. I really feel like I have nobody. Honestly, I think its part of the reason why it was always so hard for me to leave him. Nobody has respect for me. I know it. Back then, that bothered me WAY more but I got to a place where now it doesn't bother me as much, but I will PURPOSEFULLY not surround myself with these people who think im stupid, and have no self respect. because they treat me like I dont! So... what do I do. Seriously. My boyfriend was the biggest player. He has graduated high school and STILL flirts with girls in the grade below me as soon as we break up hahahaha its just funny how literally YOUNGER GIRLS in MY OWN SCHOOL have so LITTLE respect for me that they flirt with my ex (btw, he started flirting with them 1 day after we broke up so obviously they didn't know he was my ex yet) I doubt they even ask "are you still dating your girlfriend???" Link to comment
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