Veera123 Posted July 25, 2017 Share Posted July 25, 2017 I don't know where to start .i am so lost totally broken .its started when I had a retinal detachment in my eye every day I wake up and it kills me that i can't see like I use to. But it's T I met him 10 months ago. I love him so much I made mistakes I broke up with him because we couldn't marry soon. because of his visa issue in Sweden. I don't know why I did that. He loved me so much and I ruined things because of my anger. He was suicidal twice and is getting therapy . They have told him to stay away for relationships and falling in love . He has called the wedding off but still wants to be with me but says I should be patient. If it will be it will is what he said. I want him to be happy . He has high because of the relationship and me stressing him to suicide. I wish I could go back . I am so sad. But I know I can't force him to be how he was before. I don't know if I should leave him alone or wait and see what happens . I am going to Sweden on the 31st . He said he need to put his life first before the relationship. Doctor don't want him to be with anyone. But he said he still wants me . I don't want to like I am so confused. Going to try get therapy. I need help . Link to comment
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