Dreagurl010 Posted July 20, 2017 Share Posted July 20, 2017 So.....I was here not too long ago. I have made a mess of my life. I have been dumped for the 4th time. Let me give you a little background. I am currently 25 1)First Bf [19 y/o]. Crazy and abusive. I became his mommy. He actually left me but I was happy when it happened. He was terrible liar and a cheater. 2) Second BF [27 y/o]. I was friends with this person for 3 years. Met in undergrad and he moved to California. Decided to start a relationship. I was hesitant because I care about his friendship. Anyway, he whood me, surprised me with flowers and gifts for a whooollleee 2 weeks. After that he turned into a judgmental ass who argued with me every chance he got. We went for 6 months until he ignored me for two days then dumped me. 3) Third BF [30 y/o]. Instant chemistry and so much passion. We were inseparable for at least 2 months. He moved 100 miles away after a training program. He was consistent, loving, kind.....for 6 months. Dumped me before our vacation to Paris. Ha, and I thought he was going to propose. He comes back 3 months on the dot and begs for me to take him back...crying once again. I consider, but I don't jump in, as I am too old for this game. Well the second time around he says were incompatible and everything is to hard. Dumps me on our year anniversary. So here I am. At work, wondering why I allow this mess into my life. I don't think Im a bad person, but gosh I WANT to be one. Im not ugly, mean, or stupid. I am kind hearted, confident, a nurturer and a great friend and listener. Im not that crazy, Im attractive and a damn good catch!! Im thinking about giving up. Maybe its not in my cards to have a decent and committed partner. I honestly believe the next man who lets me down I will physically hurt. I have a history of depression and anxiety(but who doesn't these days?). I have had reoccurring depressive episodes after each breakup. I was suicidal after the first one, almost homicidal after the other two lol. Men....please explain. What do I have to do to never be walked all over again PS. Every last one of them have came back begging for another shot BTW Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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