Kaykayxo Posted July 13, 2017 Share Posted July 13, 2017 It's been a few weeks since me and my ex last spoke. Even though I do think of him very much I'm still proud of myself for keeping NC, and while I miss him I have been pretty well fine. Haven't been crying or letting it bring me down. The thing that is really bothering me is almost every single night I am dreaming of him. It's probably the pregnancy hormones but without fail I have a string of dreams (sometimes sexual sometimes regular) where we are together. It's like I can't even escape him in my sleep...he has taken over my subconsious . Has anyone ever had this problem? I know it's out of my control but it is kind of distressing me just because it's making me miss him more and I can't help but regret us ending on bad terms. I keep imagining reaching out but at the end of the day I am just too afraid to be met with rejection.. Sigh. Link to comment
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