ultislayer Posted July 5, 2017 Share Posted July 5, 2017 Hello everyone. I am new to this forum and sincerely seek all your advice. I wasn't very sure if this belonged in the friendship board or the emotion/feeling board but since I feel it has something to do with me, I will be posting it here. Let's start of with a bit of background. There is this girl that I like ( lets call her Girl A ). I originally had a liking towards her about 3 years back, but it was pretty superficial then. This was when I first started junior high and since I came from a all guys school, my interaction ability with girls was almost zero. Nevertheless, I met some awesome friends who were female as well. The problem is that I also met my fair share of really awkward situations regarding other girls ( especially those who I like ), where I tried to be too into the whole conversing with them. Because of these situations, and also due to a natural fear of confessing, I am always afraid of being too honest due to fear of losing my friendship with them. I truly treasure friendship and when I lose them, I sometimes get emotional to the point where it last for months on end. Anyways back to Girl A. I would like to introduce a third party now ( Lets call him Guy B ). Guy B is a friend of mine ( not super close though ) who also recently became close friends with Girl A alongside me. I think all 3 of us hang out pretty fine together, but I am always constantly on edge due to how Guy B behaves around Girl A. He likes to play around with her hair, wrap his arm around her shoulder, play with her hand etc. He also likes to chat with her ( via social media ) in a very repetitive sarcastic tone ( Girl A always tells me about this on chat) and constantly repeating things which I find somewhat cringe worthy. He also always comments on her FB posts. Girl A is also somewhat touchy with him as well, but I feel that this is more due to her personality than an affection ( though I could be wrong ), since she is also sometimes touchy with me as well ( we constantly nudge each other and she has a habit of slapping me albeit in a friendly way lol). I feel that Girl A and I are also able to engage in more personnel and deeper conversations and she has asked me to go out with her a few times. The problem is that she says she doesn't have time for a relationship ( though she is open to having one???) and doesn't like it when guys go out with her to court her. I get really triggered when I see guy B being too comfortable with Girl A, but I usually try to restrain myself because I feel that I will become overly jealous and possessive. Due to this scenario, as well as my character ( I am always seeking to improve myself ) and trauma from past incidents ( I have a bad habit of being unable to let go ), I feel like I develop thoughts that I cannot get outta my head, as well as irrational action. In the not too distant past, I always fret when she doesn't reply my text within 4-8 hours because I am scared I said something wrong and I keep going to dating sites/casual encounter sites ( although never following through with it because I fear it will destroy my mind). Its because of this I felt I placed her on a pedestal to which some of my friends agreed and hence I tried taking active action to control my thought process, even seeking the help of a Councillor to go through this. However, I am at the crossroads as to whether I like her or like her as a friends ( i have blurred the lines between the 2 ). The main issue is me getting triggered by Guy B's actions towards Girl A, and being jealous that I do not have the confidence to do the same thing. But if you guys can help me address the overarching problem, I will be extremely grateful as well. P.S some extra information, when I say Guy B engages in sarcastic remarks or repeats what he says, the sarcastic remark goes along the lines of Girl A asking where he is and guy B replying "in your heart, breaking it". He also repeats the same topic and always addresses her as little girl. ( Girl A is constantly mistaken as a kid due to her height). Guy B has a rather unique way of talking to people, but who am I to judge others. Link to comment
Andrina Posted July 5, 2017 Share Posted July 5, 2017 She doesn't have the same dating goals as you, so it'll never work. Link to comment
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