Siliconslinger Posted July 3, 2017 Share Posted July 3, 2017 I was dumped by my girlfriend of four months half a year ago for being a stage five clinger (always blew her phone up) and acting insecure and needy, ever since the breakup i've tried everything in an effort to get her back but none of my effort has gotten me closer to her, quite the opposite it only drives her further away from me since the breakup i have done the following : -Tried nc but broke it on the 21st day, texted her what's up, she replied with short answers, i got mad at her for replying to me like that and she blocked my whatsapp and called my friend to tell me to never contact her again -drove past her house multiple times -waited near her house for hours waiting for her to go home -bought multiple new numbers to text her since she kept blocking me, she ended up changing her number -spent hundreds of dollars on books about "how to get your ex back" -stalked her instagram excessively to the point where she disabled her account and created a new one (which she made private of course) then i created a fake account using one her guy-friend's name so she would accept the request, she accepted it but a few weeks later she found out about it and blocked it -called her hundreds of times, which she never picked up -texted her every day acting like we're still together, she never replied once -stalked every single guy she interacts with on social media -texted her brother to keep tabs on her, her brother ended up blocking me -came to her house unannounced to give her stuffs back to her mom, had a convo with her mom and she told me to move on and forget about her -she is all i talk about when i hang out with my friends, they are getting sick of it and told me they wouldn't wanna go out with me again if i don't stop talking about her -talked to her friends to keep tabs on her -accidentally-on-purpose trying to orchestrate a run-in but failed -jerked off to pics of her -tried to hack into her accounts -spent 50 bucks on therapy -sent her a package with empty bottle containing a letter for her I have been an absolute nightmare to her, because she never ever replied to anything i sent him, never once said anything kind, never cared for a second, the last text i received from her she told me to never ever contact her again, on top of that she got all her friends to block my instagram so i can't stalk them i am so ashamed of myself but at the same time i have such a hard time letting go that i justify my behaviors, i can't help it, i still love her, she is my first girlfriend by the way... I really feel like a creepy psycho, but mind you i wish her no harms AT ALL, if i were to meet her right now i wouldn't harm her in any way. what should i do ? Link to comment
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