SortofaMeme Posted June 16, 2017 Share Posted June 16, 2017 Yup. As stupid and just ty as it sounds it's true. I'm already dealing with some self confidence and insecurity right now, so hanging out with my friends should be a go to for someone to feel better about themselves? Nope. Not me. I think it might be because a lot of the people I'm friends with are kind of s, but I used to hang with them before and it was all good. I'll get along fine, but when I get home I just get this searing sadness that I can literally feel in my heart and I start to sob and then I start to feel sorry for myself, which makes me feel even worse, and then I get angry because I let this pathetic cycle of self hate happen over and over again. This one person in particular, used to be "sex buddies" with my current girlfriend, I am still friends with him, even though he's a gigantic , but now when I look at him and hang around him I just get this feeling like I'm not good enough and I just want to punch him straight in the face for making me feel this way. My girlfriend is visiting her mom right now and won't be back for another 8 days and I just told her about how I feel about it. She's expressed her disgust and shame for doing things with him before, repeatedly. I miss her so much. I'm so ing tired of this. I just want to be free of all this garbage and just pursue happiness. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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