Dominique Posted May 28, 2017 Share Posted May 28, 2017 holidays and long weekend are hard. i thought we could come together virtually and support each other this weekend as we honor our fallen soldiers on this memorial day holiday. please vent and share. don't feel bad if you feel pitiful.....somehow we will survive this. i just know it. so here's mine: i just got back from playing volleyball.... something new i started to help keep my mind occupied with healthy things. my son and i had a good time together and he was so proud of me. i miss my Luv so much and can not tell you how much i wish we were doing these things together. i wish he and his kids could join us. i have divorce papers to review this week and more crap to deal with because my husband is dragging this thing out. i have nothing to look forward to for myself...my grown up self, not my "mommy" self. between work being awful and the divorce and the empty cold pillow next to mine at night, i just pray for strength. my heart aches a lot of the time but i am still standing somehow and i am thankful for that because my son needs me. it seems no matter how busy i am, if i stop to blink for a second....here come tears. Link to comment
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