Fracturedheart Posted May 27, 2017 Share Posted May 27, 2017 Hi, So long story short a girl I fell for ended up moving away and would not do a LDR, citing she didn't believe they worked. Although she didn't want to do a LDR I ended up getting strung along while she was seeing other guys. After I ended up telling her how I felt about everything she ended up apologizing for how she treated me and all that. I forgave her. Looking back now I suspect she only apologized cause she felt guilty and wanted to clear her conscious. I thought she was being genuine but now I'm not sure. Anyway, it looks like she is in a LDR with someone else and needless to say I'm hurting. It's hard to not look at that and see I wasn't good enough and that I was just being used until she found someone better and it looks like she finally has. I'm going through so much emotions right now it's hard to comprehend: sadness, hurt, betrayal, anger and much more. We haven't spoken in well over 3 months but part of me wants to reach out and tell her that I think she is an awful person and is very selfish. I know I shouldn't do it and I won't however I just don't know what I've done to deserve to be treated so bad. I don't want to give all the details for privacy reasons but I'm a very giving and loyal person and it's terrible to think someone I cared so deeply for could and would want to take advantage of that. Part of me wonders if she even thinks about me anymore. I wonder if she realizes that she told me I wasn't worth the effort to make things work while then giving someone else that opportunity. Link to comment
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