Dominique Posted May 20, 2017 Share Posted May 20, 2017 There are days when this whole heartbreak thing is too much to deal with. I'm exhausted. Do you have those moments when you just feel like no one will ever love you as much as you love the person you are missing? The person that left or you left? I am sitting here crying. My thoughts are "I wish for one day someone would love me with the level of love and committment and dedication that I have in my heart for my ex." I can't even imagine feeling loved like that again. For me... This isn't about finding someone new. This is about how much I love this person and wishing in this moment that I had a romantic partner in him that loved me as much as I love him right now. The people that we are missing have no idea that someone is sitting on their sofa or in their chair or at the desk just FULL OF LOVE for them.... Wishing for their presence and wanting to love and protect and hold them. How sweet it would be to SHARE that love with someone instead of being alone with it and doing everything every day to kill it and be free of it. It makes me so sad and feels like such a waste. It tires my spirit and make me feel so depressed inside. Why love someone if you can't share it? So sad. Anyone else feel like that? Are you sad or are you depressed? I'm exhausted and sad from trying to kill this love for him inside me. But it's going deeper and making me depressed. (I'm seeing a counselor about it.) Link to comment
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