Brokenheartedm Posted May 12, 2017 Share Posted May 12, 2017 Hey all ex and i broke up in janurary, we were best friends before the whole relationship i chased her she didnt wanna ruin our friendship but i kept pursuing, only because she showed signs that she wanted to be with me such as holding my hand cuddling and those long stares. I still find myself missing her, i tried dating i tried talking to new girls, but i feel odd its not her its not what i want i want HER, as much as she drove me crazy i miss it. She dumped me cause i was more jealous with her than she was with me, but after breakup guy i was worried about pursued and got friendzoned. Idk if i still miss and love her cause she does little things that keep me wondering or what! Too this day she still bashes me which shows she still angry, she couldnt go to a party cause she felt shed see me but i wasnt even in town? She joined my fire dept, and has checked up on me with a few of my friends she met thru me. She wanted to tell me our cat got pregnant and she readded me on everything one night in feb beginning of march at same time she did that i saw a pic of her drinking my favorite beer. I cant seem to move on and i miss her dearly idk if her actions show she does too but ik her being on my dep we will be close again and sorta forced to talk. I hate this we talked about a house marriage and kids i want it back we are still young but i know i wanted to wife her. Now i am lost and ik there is other girls but they arent MY girl and im kinda lost without her , we spent everyday together and slept together everyday ik that kind of bad but we did it i never got bored of her was always excited to see and she couldnt go to sleep without me we literally acted as if we were married i guess the friendship allowed for that i want her back Link to comment
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