Jy1986usa Posted April 15, 2017 Share Posted April 15, 2017 So my girlfriend (ex now) broke up with me about 3 months ago. It was totally unexpected and she never gave me a reason. I was crushed. She wanted to be friends but I simply couldn't. It still hurts a lot but I've finally accepted the break up. However, I feel really embarrassed about how I acted post break up. I went a little crazy. I begged her to take me back for the first week. Then again a couple weeks later. Another couple weeks later tried to talk to her as friends but quickly couldn't keep my composure and again asked her to come back to me. At this point she was clearly getting annoyed by me and we got into an argument in which I told her to get out of my life. Didn't have any contact for another month or so and then had a breakdown. I texted her. No response. I fb messaged her. She read the message and then blocked me. So I called her more than a couple times with no answer. And even showed up at her house unannounced. That freaked her out and she ended up texting me basically saying leave her alone or else and she will never talk to again. So I'm done now with her....finally. But I'm really struggling with how pathetic I acted and how far I pushed her away from me. It kills me that someone I used to share a bed with now literally despises me. And all because I couldn't respect her decision to end things and give her space. So my question is should I be beating myself up over this? She is the one that decided I wasn't good enough for her anymore. Link to comment
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