sweetie71 Posted April 15, 2017 Share Posted April 15, 2017 I had a 1 year relationship with my ex bf who is 12 years younger 7 years ago. We broke up, because of the age gap and we fought alot. But after 1 month we started to see eachother again more like FWB; we saw eachother at my place once a week, travelled together and were emotionally like a couple, but not officially. This has been going on for 7 years now with a couple of breaks of 1-3 months on the way. In august last year we had a break again and i decided that it has to end. i met another man and tried to move on. My ex texted me 1-2 times during those first month but i just ignored. But after more than 3 months of no contact i replied and there we go again...we are like a drug to eachother. I still see my boyfriend and love him, but I love and feel more passion with my ex. So I still see my ex now and then and we text almost every day. Last month he came to visit me in Spain and now he wants to come and visit me in italy. I said NO this time and told him that he must leave me alone, that i am seeing someone. He doesnt believe that im really serious with someone else, so i had to be harsch on him and told him to really not bother anymore. Now I feel half again. I really love or am obsessed with him and I feel that he must love me too after so many years. Has anyone out there ever experienced anything like this for such a long time?! I read the book "Mr Unavailable and the fallback girl" and its really me and him. He is now almost 36 and i am 48 and of course he wants family and children. I told him to move on, but he just cant let me be. He doesnt seem to find anyone else either, the older he gets. I really want him more than any other man, but it seems we have no future. It seems like an obsession that must end. But we both have difficult of letting go. I feel empty now and i love my new bf, but not the same way. Link to comment
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