Beautiful-Love Posted April 15, 2017 Share Posted April 15, 2017 I'm sorry the title makes it sound depressing already... I've been dealing with a lot of stuff recently...a lot of feelings and emotions, moving back home, being on vacation,...ending old chapter. Before, I feel that I've always been feeling so blessed in life. With my previous relationship, I had a really great guy who always had my back, and I became comfortable with always having someone there. It was my first relationship and lasted 7 years. Now that we broke up and leading different lives, I found myself completely lost...in every area in life I can think of. I side track, and I slack off in everything important. When I get that little burst of energy or motivation, I just as quickly lose it as i gain it, and it's frustrating. I don't know, I've been feeling very lonely these past few months. Although I did have someone, I'd never felt like I truly belong anywhere. Not with family. I may have friends here and there but with people always coming and going, I don't feel like there's anything stable. There were many moments recently where I needed someone, but there was no one there. There were friends that I'd hang out with, but they'd rather hang out with their new significant other, doing some other things, not available, which I can only understand. Now, I just feel like I can't depend on anyone and there's this undeniable emptiness in me. When someone says "I'll always be there for you", it doesn't even give me the meaning it's supposed to anymore. Maybe I just lost faith. I know I need to become more self-reliant. I think for the first time in life, I feel like I don't have anyone or if there's any place I can fit in. Have you guys felt like that? How did you battle it? How did you become more self-reliant in times like this? I'm very stressed out. Lots of things running through my head, so if this feels a bit choppy I apologize. Link to comment
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