Colleenpaula Posted April 8, 2017 Share Posted April 8, 2017 I don't know what else to do so I am going to post my story with hopes of some insight. We are 48 and 45 I met my love 3.5 years ago. It was instant love. We moved in together and really really had a great relationship. About 2 years ago I accused of a crime I didn't commit and basically lost myself. The crime was not violent or drugs or anything. I decided to not fight because I didn't want to put my family through any long drawn out court stuff. Plus we could not afford it. So I plead guilty. Last April I was sentenced to the county jail for 24 months with work release and childcare. So basically I was out about 14 hours a day 6 days a week. We managed and he kept loving me and took really good care of me. Of course I was not my normal self but I was managing. After 8 months I got to come home with an ankle bracelet on. I work full time and am able to go many places. However I still had a lot of self pity and really didn't pull my end of the bargain. Sure I told him every day I loved him and we spent all our time together. Well last weekend after prom dress shopping for my daughter he told me he wanted to break up. We live together and we were engaged. I acknowledge I need to quit feeling sorry for myself and I apologized for all of this, he keeps saying he doesn't know if we can try again. He said he has been trying, I wish he would have told me so I could have tried more and got back to life. It has been a long emotional week, I have lost so much and now this. What can I do to prove I got my together and love him so sos much? He is my true love, I waited my whole life for him. We have a life, a home, our kids love each other. Help please. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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