Havok20 Posted April 8, 2017 Share Posted April 8, 2017 I really can't even describe the feelings I get in the middle of the night other than crippling. I wake up several times with this fleeting moment of happiness for a second like we are together, then reality hits and I know we are not. I just hurt so bad, I am trying to better myself and do this for me, but at the same time the memories we shared haunt me in the morning and I want to just get back with her so bad or say or do something that will change her mind. She left before our relationship was even over for someone else, but I sadly could even forgive her for that and work on us. I don't know what to do other than push on, but I feel like a husk. The smiles, laughs, conversations, looks, touches, feelings, smells, everything just floods in and makes me want to just die at points. I love'd you... What happened? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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