Gardeningfool Posted April 5, 2017 Share Posted April 5, 2017 So I have posted on here many times and always get such support that I thought I would vent. I have been with my guy for alost a year. We are pretty happy and have a healthy relationship. Prior to meeting him I was single for about a year and half . I was really hurt by my ex. It was a case of unrequited love and damn did that hurt. I didn't understand why and it took me a long time to pull myself together, to stop being pathetic girl. I continued to sleep with him for awhile and then had to completely walk away because it hurt to much. He texted me in March (I told my significant other) and I didn't respond. Well last night he called me and I answered. Don't know why. Just did. We talked for a bit and caught up about our mutual friends and stuff. I have not seen him since our breakup and we were once friends. I plan on telling my significant other who I am so very happy with. During my phone convo he asked to see me (probably for sex )and I told him I would think about it. I have to tell you that moment him asking to see me gave me such extreme closure. It felt awesome to tell him how great it I am and how great my relationship was. I was great to show him that I was no longer pathetic girl but living my life. I have no desire to get back with him at all or to have sex with him as I would never jeopardize what I have with my significant other. But I had a sense of control that I feel like I lost with him. I am tempted to see him for him to say damn I messed up and made a mistake and trust me I don't want to be with him but I was that satisfaction. Why do I feel like that? I hate that I feel like that. Link to comment
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