AS5835 Posted March 29, 2017 Share Posted March 29, 2017 Me again. I post here a couple days ago. I broke off ties with my ex after I saw him kissing another woman. He had told me" the day I call you a few times and you do not reply I will know you are not interested and I will call one of my raining day ladies". He had all the previous women contact on his phone. He always made me feel insecure. Always acting as if being with me he was doing me a favor. Always acting like there were many women on his feet. I felt a few months into the relationshipthat he was probably using me to figure out his sex issues. He could not perform. I was very patient ( After he started to feel confident on his performance he started flirting around and treating badly. He also told me A woman should not expect her boyfriend or husban to be faithfull. That man gets bored and if someone comes aling and it's intersting that chances are he will cheat. He also told me that at his firehouse inly two man there never cheat no matter what. I figure he was not one of them. I knew that the fireman is a magnet for women, but I did not know how common it is among them to cheat. Anyways, I know this man was bad for me. What I did not know was how hard and painful it is to move on. Everytime I hear the sirens reminds me of him. Everytime a firetruck goes by reminds me of him. All I want is erase him of my life and instead I find myself crying. I keep myself busy. I go to the gym three times per week. I spend lits of time with my son. I work and try to keep me as busy as possible, yet I am loosing sleep. I can get over this bump. It has been 45 days. Thirty days if no contact and it is getting worse. I wish there were a magic pill to take and forget. Anyone have a suggestion? I do not want to feel this hurt anyomre. I know this man is not loosing a minute of his life thinking of me. I know me walking out is what he wanted and why am I having such a hard time forgetting him. Therapy is not helping. Sounds like the players/bad boys are the hardest ones for one to forget and move on. Sos Link to comment
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