diagund Posted March 26, 2017 Share Posted March 26, 2017 Hey, I'm completely new to this website (and these kinds of forums for that matter), but here we go I guess. I feel like my life has no point anymore, it's like I'm just existing, no joy, no happiness, mostly just numb and sad. And I do know why I feel like this, but there's not really anything I can do about it and it all just feels so hopeless. About a year ago in PE, I was running, fell and smashed my knee in the asphalt, and haven't been abme to walk since. I've had several MRI scans, ultrasounds and X-rays, been to two physiotherapists and a bunch of doctors, but now nearly a year after I first got injured I still don't have a proper diagnosis. All we know is there are calcifications, innflammation and scar-tissue in my knee, but most of this is probably just due to inactivity. And it hurts so much, I struggle to sleep at night and to concentrate in school. And I've lost nearly all my friends, because I just don't have the energy to go out and do stuff. School is draining me of the little energy I have, and besides I'm no fun to hang out with anyway, I'm just a burden in my wheelchair. Well, back on track: Things like playing soccer, doing downhillskiing and horsebackriding, and swimming used to be such a big part of my life, it basically was my life. I spent all my freetime on these sports, training or exercicing nearly every day. I had so many plans, I was going to start competing in downhill skiing again, focus even more on soccer during summer, I was offered to own a horse 50/50... But then I got injured. Now I don't have anything to do anymore. I've been trying to get more into gaming but all it really does is pass the time. I wake up, force myself to get out of bed, go to school, try to get through the day, get home, and then? Nothing. I have nothing to do. And I dont have the energy to do anything either. I just feel so constantly tired, physically and mentally. And I dont know what to do, please help... (Sorry this thread is such a mess) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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