Imke1 Posted March 21, 2017 Share Posted March 21, 2017 Hey, I've always been SO unlucky with love and I'm getting older now, I feel so lonely, depressed, I can't sleep, i always look tired, I feel need to make myself look good anymore in effort. I really want someone to be with, I'm on dating websites, I really do get a lot of mail but none of them go anywhere, I physically cannot be with someone if I don't fancy them, I don't have high standards but I do have to fancy them. Each date I go on, they end up kissing me, liking me then they contact me for few days then disappear. My recent guy I dated, I really fell for him but I didn't know he was horrid guy, who slept with his ex's when I was on holiday, it destroyed me and now he has to power to pop up and he knows I'd forgive him and want to see him but now we're both blocked, hopefully I won't hear from him anymore, he really knew how to play me, he's killing my confidence. I want more than anything to have someone to love, I get jealous of everyone living with someone they adore and I'm alone, I don't have any friends around me, I can't stop crying, I was on antidepressants but every time I drank I was on the floor crying my eyes out, they kept me awake all night, stressed me so much Myself is seriously losing it, I'm getting angry with myself, fed up alone, I'm at work fed up, unhappy and I have a regular ok office job. I don't know what to do anymore, I'm getting older 25 and I have nothing even though I'm a good person. Phically lost it, so lonely, getting fed up of dating websites but I can't meet anyone fave to face as my confidence is a bit low to let go know anyone's interested. Please let me know what I can do, I'm fed up of crying, feeling sloped low everyday. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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