mayret91 Posted March 20, 2017 Share Posted March 20, 2017 My bf of 7 months broke up with me Friday night. We travel a lot & have done a lot of things together. However we haven't been that great for a couple of months now. He's very insecure & jealous. I also suffer from anxiety & some places and situations are a bit too much for me. Whenever we have argued in the past he starts screaming at me & ends up telling me it's over. Stupid me I always try to reason with him because I know how mad he gets. So we've never really broken up. We might stay mad for a while but not to the extent of breaking up for good. Prior weekend to this we went out to the bar to watch a basketball game & it was already really late when he said he wanted to meet up with his friend & his girlfriend. I told him I was really tired & wanted to go home but he insisted we'd go. So we went. When we went to this other bar/lounge to get a couple drinks I didn't order anything to drink because I wasn't up for it. My bf got really upset that I was not engaged after I had specifically told him I didn't want to go. That night once we got home & were in bed he told me he didn't think we should be together anymore & I said ok. Which I have always reacted the opposite way. He looked at me weird like that was not the reply he was expecting since I always end up begging. He started crying & I hugged him. After that we kissed a lot & ended up having sex. While we were having sex he looked at me & told me how our sex has always been amazing & we've never had a problem with it. After we were done we just went to bed. Woke up the next morning like nothing ever happened. So, going back to this weekend...he wanted to go out of town where his cousin lives which is 2 & a half hours away for his birthday. I NEVER told him I didn't want to go over there. I just simply told him I was not comfortable sleeping in someone's house. I've only met this cousin of him once before. I asked him if we could rent a hotel instead. He got a bit upset because he said he didn't have money & that it made no sense to stay at a hotel when we could've just gone to his cousin's. Friday which was the day we should've gone to this place he got off of work late so I figured we weren't going anymore that night. He eventually asked me if I wanted to go that night or Saturday in which I told him I'd rather go Saturday. He then kept asking me whyyyyyy. I told him it made no sense to start driving for 2 & a half hours so late at night & that I would rather Saturday because I would only get to sleep one night in a stranger's house. He then got really upset. We were on FACETIME & he told me he couldn't do this anymore & that he didn't want to be with me anymore. I told him ok once again & he just kept looking at me without saying a word on FACETIME. We eventually hung up & stupid me I get really emotional & let my emotions get the best of me. I started putting makeup on & getting dressed. I FACETIMED him again & I asked him if we were done for real. After seeing my face with makeup on he figured I was asking that question so I can hang up & go out. So..he saidf this "Listen to me, I'm going to block your number & you better never f***ing call me again." After that he blocked me so I got all my stuff & went over to his house. His friend was over & they were getting ready to go out. We spoke for a bit but he was still telling me he didn't want to be with me. I asked him if he was in love with me & he said yes & I asked him if he were to see me with another guy if it would bother him & he said of course. However, he didn't want me to touch him or keep talking so he basically kicked me out of his house while his friend was there. I started crying & left. That was Friday night. Saturday he left out of town to his cousin's in which his cousin's gf was texting me that he looked normal but not happy & that I came up in the conversation. She told me that he never said that we broke up. He said that we was really upset that I gave him a really hard time in going over there to his cousin's. Everyone keeps telling me he'll call me & reach out to me but I think otherwise. Sunday he came back to town & i messaged him this: "Don't think I have stopped loving or thinking about you". No reply, neither does it say read. & I know he received it because i'm not blocked anymore. It's Monday now & I am dying. How could he have gone all this time without communicating with me if he loves me. He said this is the best thing to do so i'm thinking it's really over. We have an instagram together which I haven't taken it down because everyone is saying it's too soon. I'm so confused & depressed. Should I call him? Should I give him time alone to miss me now that he's back to his house, & if so, how long should I give him? I wake up in agony every morning. This is so hard because this is the love of my life What are your opinions on this? Link to comment
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