pienene07 Posted March 17, 2017 Share Posted March 17, 2017 Hello I just wanted to share my story with you and hear some advices. Me and my boyfriend met 2 years ago when I started working at the company he was working for, we were working together for 1 year and then he asked me out and I agreed. Now we celebrated our first year anniversary but at separate places I moved out few days before our anniversary and it was my decision. He is really great guy caring , loving , handsome and supporting everything you can dream of , believe me ladys. Only problem he is 16 years older than me. He have a daughter 9 years old from previous relationship. Im 23 and he is 39. It started few months ago when I started talking about kids, when he told me when you will be 29, inside I disagreed with him because I want baby now but i didnt have a courage to tell him.I always dreamed about finding somebody having life together, buying house, having a baby like other couples.All these things make couple stronger together. We dont have any of that, he have a house he have a kid, he already have done all this things previously so they dont mean same things to him anymore. And then all these crazy thoughts approached me how its gonna be after 10 years, if im gonna be happy still with him and how the age gap will work out. He is diabetic as well so he gets tired and stressed very easily, so when his daughter come around it can get very hard for both of us and it made me look at the future again if we will have a baby and he will have to trough that all again. We had many dreams together like travelling, renovating his house and many other thing we planned. But my thoughts came back every day and i didnt know if this is what i wanted anymore. Before I moved out I told him about the baby that I want one now but he didnt say anything ,like okay we can talk about it, so I left. He said that he wanted to propose me in September and that he still loves me. I love him but im so depressed and my thoughts are killing me and my relationship. Now Im renting a room, half of my staff is still at his and Im just stuck in middle. We talk everyday and I know we still love each other. Some days im thinking to sacrifice my dreams and just stop with him but some days I just think that it was right decision and I will find somebody who will want same things. But the love is still there and some days I feel like Im loosing my mind worrying about things. Maybe some advice's Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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