hrb23 Posted March 16, 2017 Share Posted March 16, 2017 See my first thread here and my second one here. Bare with me. Sorry. NC was initiated on 3/11 and was going GREAT. Then she stuck her claws into me AGAIN. On the 13th she messages me on SNAPCHAT. I never use snapchat. She says she is going to throw away everything I ever gave to her because I'm such a terrible person for blocking her. I broke down and told her I loved her and was just trying to look out for myself. I asked to come see her which I did, we met at a grocery store she had to go too and we had a lot of fun that night. Ended up staying at mine, watching TV, hooked up. Had fun. All night she was telling me she loved me and how it felt right etc. Step forward to the next day. I texted her and told her how special it was last night and she agreed, I told her I loved her. No response. I called her out and told her that she needed to start being real with me because the mixed signals were not fair. She told me last night was just fun and to leave it. She ended up blocking me again. Yesterday morning she unblocked me. She told me she was feeling the worst she has in a while. Vomiting, in pain, can't move. I told her to let me come over and look after her. She said no. (because she was SO contagious. even though I told her I didn't care. Still no.) I went out after work and bought a ton of things to make her feel better. Tea, fruit juice, saltines, chicken soup, three bananas that I wrote on in marker pen...'I' 'Love' 'You' , mocha for when she feels better and then I made her a card with a puzzle inside. I also bought her a mug that described my love for her so that she could have someone to drink her tea out of that would make her feel better. I dropped it off at her Apartment and left. I let her know I had left it there and she picked it up. She text me saying it was incredibly sweet but then proceeded to block me again. That night I messaged her on Facebook asking why. She told me it wasn't fair for her to keep talking to me. She ended up telling me this new guy she has been seeing was coming around and she got worried when I came by incase the two of us saw each other. I guess the two of them are dating no. He was coming over to bring her Gatorade she said. I was distraught. Just the other night when we were together she told me the two of them were 'only talking'. That clearly isn't true. She made me feel so bad for coming over and bringing her stuff. She is family to me, I wasn't just going to ignore her telling me how sick she was. She told me that we wouldn't work because her parents don't like me. She said they don't like me because of how jealous I am. If you read my first thread you would see why. She vengefully went to visit her ex after 6 months of us being together because I went on a trip with some friends for 3 days. Her parents don't know that. I was NEVER a jealous person before her deceit. Now I'm just back to square one. I know he's going to end up with her. I guess because her parents won't mind him. I just want her back. I don't want him to be with her, he doesn't deserve her, she's so special and I've done everything in my power to make her feel that way. And now I'm what? just block-fodder. Second-best. Broken-hearted. I mostly feel bad because I've neglected my own advice. I've given other people on this board advice when I can't even take my own. I'm truly at a loss for where to go from here. I almost want to text this new guy and tell him what has happened since he and her started 'dating' because he sure as hell doesn't know. I want to destroy both of them. And that's not like me at all. Link to comment
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