Ladi33bug Posted March 4, 2017 Share Posted March 4, 2017 I'm pregnant with the child of a man I am deeply in love with. We are having some very bad communication problems. He shuts me out completely and it happens on a regular basis now, so much that I'm beginning to get use to it. We've been seeing each other for over two years now and he has some deep rooted issues with my past. I was honest (maybe even too honest) about my past. I'm a victim of rape and I was in such a state of despair that I was coerced into human trafficking by a pimp for two years. After getting out of that life I dealt with my pain by being promiscuous. I'm extremely ashamed of my actions and it's been years since I've been that type of woman. I've been faithful to him and honest. He has fears that I will fall back into those tendencies but there is no man on this earth I have ever loved and wanted more so I am CERTAIN I would NEVER jeopardize what we have. I know he will never marry me and I know that he doesn't respect me right now but I am willingly to prove to him that I am worthy of his love and that i am not that hurting little girl anymore. He has shut down on me once again and I'm afraid soon he will find a woman who doesn't have my troubled past and move on. I'm strong enough to move on from him if that does happen I just really want this to work. Should I just start preparing myself for the worst? (I honestly already have been preparing myself) but should I continue? I know he loves me, we've been through so much together. Link to comment
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