AMC1995 Posted February 23, 2017 Share Posted February 23, 2017 It's funny. At first I wanted to send an email to the ex explaining that I still had feelings for her. (The breakup was instigated by her and we've been Apart for just a month with NC the whole time.) of course I wasn't planning to send the e-mail until maybe two months later and was just seeing what I'd write in the first place . But even just writing the email itself.. I don't think I have the will or want really to send it.. It's strange.. I still love her and really want to get back together with her, but I find myself feeling that this is sort of unnecessary from my own emotional spectrum. Still though.. I really do want to hear from her again and as the time passes more and more, I don't think I can ever just be a friend to her without any romantic pretenses involved. I thought I might be ok with being friendst at first, but as I engage myself with other girls, I find myself longing for her love more and more. I've always missed her after the breakup, but I think things are starting to become more clear now about what I want from her again if the opportunity ever presents itself. The breakup wasn't instigated because of lack of commitment or emotions, we were a fantastic couple, but just being in an LDR right now and continuing to be an LDR when she goes to out of state university gave her something of Cold feet to continue. Who knows if she'll contact me again and under what pretenses. Link to comment
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