people500 Posted February 8, 2017 Share Posted February 8, 2017 I'm a 25 year old guy. I am homosexual and have Asperger's syndrome, which I have really overcome throughout the years. I work full time at Target and rent a room from a nice older lady. I enjoy hiking, exploring San Francisco (since I live pretty close to it), video games, Star Wars, comic book heroes, and art. I have a good saving account going and even a 401K plan. I'm very happy with of myself, and how much I have overcome and grown in my life. The only thing that is really difficult for me in life is people. I enjoy living and peaceful and independent life by myself, and love peace and serenity. My room makes me happy with all my wonderful statues and art. I have worked for Target for about 6 years. Like everyone I have good and bad days. I'm trained in many different departments; sales floor, electronics, cashier, guest service, food ave and GSTL. This is my 3rd Target store I've been at and I primarily work at the front lanes. I get along great with all of the older people, and a few intelligent younger kids. The rest of the team I don't really care for, and a lot of them are very unintelligent and unprofessional. I tried making friends outside of work, but ended up being broken hearted and rejected many times. So I no longer have the desire for that. One thing I just don't understand with people is their desires for sex, drugs and alcohol. I feel that people live their lives just for those things and I find it very unappealing and disgusting. I don't know how people feel good about taking their private parts and putting them in someone else. I don't how people think it's cool to keep consuming alcoholic beverages so they can act like idiots and then pass out and vomit. Then people think it's ok to consume smoke, weed, cigarettes and whatever else is out their, so they can numb their brain and feel high. This is why I feel appalled at society and have a hard time accepting and dealing with people. They think it's so cool to buy a crap load of beer and wine, and then feel so high and mighty when they buy condoms and lube so they can bang someone up. It makes me want to vomit, and I have to be happy for them? I've had many attractive guys who have tried to be with me, but I would never in a million years want to get involved in any of that stuff. Life's really hard for me sometimes. I work so hard to be a strong, intelligent and independent person and am surrounded thousands of people who all live for those fixes. Some days I just wish I wasn't born. I try to find people who I can relate too and it feels impossible. I feel like people are all clones with different names and faces and I was born on a different planet. Feel the needed to vent about this. Can anyone else relate? Link to comment
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