Reesy33 Posted January 13, 2017 Share Posted January 13, 2017 I am in the midst of what I believe is our final breakup. I have finished with him several times due to mis-treatment (not physical but emotional) but he always managed to get me back with false promises. He ruined my birthday and new year and practically kicked me out of his house new years day distraught and crying. This is it now. This time he didnt get in touch. I left it 3 or 4 days and then texted him asking if we can make arrangements for him to send my studf to me (clothes, shoes etc) on Sunday and he responded suggesting Monday instead. this really broke my heart as on some level I expected him to come to his senses, apologise for his awful behaviour and ask for another chance. I responded saying "fine". The next night I got completely drunk and sent a series of venomous texts telling him all the things I hated about him and then blocked him so as not to deal with the responses. I woke up Sunday feeling very disappointed in myself and full of regret. I unblocked him the next day to apologise and that I need time to get over him and will contact him for my stuff in a while. I have now changed my number (its been a week) and some days are harder than others and I miss him like crazy and its taking every ounce of power to not contact him. But I cant stop thinking about my stuff and the fact I still have to contact him at some point. I dont know whether to just get it out of the way now or wait?? What should I do? Link to comment
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