Very sad: Need advice

[aloneindian]

Oh God...I have undone my 4 days...today on my 5th day of NC.I could not control myself. I tried calling him up first from office phone and then from my mobile. Since he's in Muscat , his phone was not available. Then when I came home I wrote this email to him:

 

"Baby,

 

You must have got all the time over the last few days to contemplate about us and I hope that you have concluded that we should be together because I have done a lot of introspection and have come to the same conclusion. I can work through all other issues and assure you that we can come to common grounds.

Because I love you and you love me.

Please come back to me and give us a last chance.

Lets be together baby, life is very short/unpredictable, we should not leave loved ones behind.

I implore you to please reply to this email.

I need you to tell me that you do not love me anymore because if that''s the case then only we should not be together. I cannot accept otherwise.

Because, In all the other cases, we should be together. Because I love you. I love you more than my life. And I have seen your love for me in your eyes too.

Miss you too much XXXXXX.

 

Forever yours,

XXXXXXX

 

PS: Please unblock me on whatsapp

PPS: Hope you submitted your XXXXXX acceptance. Its last date is on 6th Jan.

PPPS: Please reply to this email."

 

He has obviously not replied. I am devastated. Is he really enjoying orgies in Muscat? Is he really not in love with me anymore?

[browser]

Is he really not in love with me anymore?

 

It appears he's finished. At any rate sending him messages like that won't bring him around, it will just push him further away because, well let's face it, desperation is unattractive.