I want her back

[3005Forever]

Basically me and my ( now ex ) girlfriend got together at the beginning of 2015 and honestly it's the happiest I ever felt in my life, we was each other's firsts. I never felt so good ever before in my life and we got on really well and was really close always cuddling holding hands etc. I just think she's perfect.

However as time went on things turned stale such for factors like I wanted sex but she wasn't ready and then she began to not trust me and we ended up calling each other very nasty names and I said some horrible stuff to her but no matter how bad at times it got we fought through to be together, we had so many amazing memories and we couldn't let it go. Come December 2015 it was eventually our swan song and we broke up it was sealed, I did something very stupid 3 weeks after we split even though I loved her and that was sleep with someone else, she was mortified and broken and vowed to never get back with me again I accepted I had ruined everything. But one night alone 6 months later I realised how much I really loved her so contacted her and although she was talking to another boy I fought for her back and it worked and we got back together once again and we was happy but about two weeks later we split again. I then gained a job and found it hard to fight for her back because in my head I also thought that we'd sort it once we had some space, next thing I know she is now in a new relationship. She's actually with another boy and it's making me become so depressed because I actually love her so much, she knows this as I told her so many times to try and get her back and it's really weirded because although she has a boyfriend some days she said she loves me still or used hearts on messages to me other days she rang while kissing her boyfriend and said wouldn't care if I died. She knows she still loves me so she's tried to block me on everything to block me out because she thinks I'm a liar and stupid and everything like that even though I'm not I'm always honest with her, I'm desperate for her back if someone could give me some advice I'll be so great full and there is much more to the current situation so If you have questions to assess the situation more I'll be happy to answer. Thank you, you don't understand how much I love her.

[Wiseman2]

Sorry to hear this. Unfortunately you are very incompatible.

 

How old is she? If someone is not ready for sex, fighting and name calling won't help.

 

She's got a new bf, so it's best to go no contact. She blocked you, so you should do the same so you can heal and move on.

I wanted sex but she wasn't ready and then she began to not trust me and we ended up calling each other very nasty names and I said some horrible stuff to her . even though I loved her and that was sleep with someone else. she is now in a new relationship.

[3005Forever]

No you have to understand it's nothing to with sex, it's past that. I love her and she loves me she just won't admit it because she has a boyfriend and feels she can't leave him, don't ever suggest I move on I love her and won't give up.

[ShatteredMan]

I know it hurts but go back and reread your post. All of your answers are there.

 

I'm in the same situation and acceptance is hard.

[Wiseman2]

She blocked you on everything so it's best to leave her alone. How old is she?

she's tried to block me on everything to block me out because she thinks I'm a liar and stupid and everything like that even though I'm not I'm always honest with her, I'm desperate for her back

[3005Forever]

Yes but then she keeps unblocking me says she loves me then she hates me then blocks again and it's just a cycle she's 17.

[Wiseman2]

Leave her alone otherwise you look desperate and unattractive. Block her and go no contact. She has a bf. You should be dating other girls.

Yes but then she keeps unblocking me says she loves me then she hates me then blocks again and it's just a cycle she's 17.