can you help me?

[alldaisies]

Could you please write anything, tell me lies, tell me positive things, tell that you care for me and the world is not so terrible wrong as I perceive it. Let me know that there are still good people out there that care and help others. That no anyone is a destroyer. I truly need help, no one can see me crying at home and I do not want to explained what others did to me for me feeling this way.

 

Writing is the only thing that make me feel better, and crying, it let's go this that I am feeling. I do not one to feel what I am feeling, that I prefer to be death...

[Capricorn3]

I'm so very sorry to hear you are in such a bad place. Life can be so hard sometimes and so unfair. Please try and keep the faith - I know it is easier said than done.

 

Hope these words can comfort you in a small way:

 

As you travel through life there are always those times

When decisions just have to be made,

When the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce,

And the rain seems to soak your parade.

 

There are some situations where all you can do

Is simply let go and move on,

Gather your courage and choose a direction

That carries you toward a new dawn.

 

So pack up your troubles and take a step forward -

The process of change can be tough,

But think about all the excitement ahead

 

There might be adventures you never imagined

Just waiting around the next bend,

And wishes and dreams just about to come true

In ways you can't yet comprehend.

 

Perhaps you'll find friendships

that spring from new things

As you challenge your status quo,

And learn there are so many options in life,

 

Perhaps you'll go places you never expected

And see things that you've never seen,

Or travel to fabulous, faraway worlds

And wonderful spots in between!

 

Perhaps you'll find warmth and affection and caring

And somebody special who's there

To help you stay centered and listen with interest

To stories and feelings you share.

 

Perhaps you'll find comfort in knowing your friends

Are supportive of all that you do,

And believe that whatever decisions you make,

They'll be the right choices for you.

 

So keep putting one foot in front of the other,

And taking your life day by day...

There's a brighter tomorrow that's just down the road -

Don't look back! You're not going that way!

 

( author unknown

[Gloworm]

Sometimes you got to stick up for yourself. Dont let them trample your daisies!!! There is still some good around, i hope it will come your way.

[alldaisies]

thanks, i am feeling so alone and devastated now, you do not have idea. I have been trying for so long, trying to stay fighting with that past that hurt me every day, leaving all there, where should stay, and a person just appeared in my life and told me so many terrible things. I do not deserve this, I do not deserve and I do not understand it. why people frame others and why they harass other to make them feel bad. What people gain hurting other people feelings? You poem made me cry again. I have all my family and friends far from me. Someone destroyed my life.

[alldaisies]

Sometimes you got to stick up for yourself. Dont let them trample your daisies!!! There is still some good around, i hope it will come your way.

they already did, it is terrible, and no one believe in me. I have not done anything wrong or anything worthy so much suffering. Maybe they do it because they know I am right and then they belittle me to gain their power back. No idea. But is is disproportional and irrational how people have hurt me. What is even worst, how they laugh for what they did. It is sick, I cannot believe that things like that happens in the country.

[Gloworm]

You cant move back with ur friends and family?

[Gloworm]

Block any of these hurtful people out of your life.. Is that possible? They are just sharks.

[alldaisies]

You cant move back with ur friends and family?

 

I cannot move with my family and friends, we have to stay where we have a job and our life stablished. I wish I could have the money I need to bring all my family and friends together. But that is just a fantasy, the reality is, that is not possible.

 

 

Thanks for writing.

[alldaisies]

Block any of these hurtful people out of your life.. Is that possible? They are just sharks.

 

I was writing in a personal page, first to practice my english and second to keep my self connected with reality and busy. I was doing that as part of my therapy, to overcome the problems created on first place for the same people. I made a simple comment and people was insulting, and insulting each other, I was moderating the interchange no allowing insults. Until one woman could nor resist more, she told me terrible things. But because that was not enough told me that I was trying to manipulate people and be the victim. I feel bad, really bad. Yes, I am sensible, I do not expect insults from people that I have not insulted, people that do not know me, even less harassment from US government.

[Gloworm]

Keep practicing your english, just try to let go of the hurtful things said to you. Easier said then done. Focus on the people you care about and keep in touch with them regularly.

[alldaisies]

Keep practicing your english, just try to let go of the hurtful things said to you. Easier said then done. Focus on the people you care about and keep in touch with them regularly.

 

they destroyed my life glowworm, all that truly hurt me and they do not stop hurting me, following me and attacking me. Why I have became target of them? I do not understand. I am sad. Imagine for a second that you love a place or person very much, very deeply and that person is the one that stabbed you and hurt you. I feel this, like was my mom and dad the one that hurt me. I cry of sadness, frustration, loneliness, I cry because I cannot believe that people can act wrong in front of the eyes of so many and no one do anything to stop them. I never thought that I will have to live something so terrible like this, even less that I will live it here in a country I am defending since I was very little.

[Capricorn3]

OP: I hope you are feeling a little better today. My thoughts are with you. ~Hugs~

[toxigon]

No need to tell u lies, I am really here for u and can feel u, the future have cool stuff for u it's not a lie, ur mind tells u no but that's just a trick, overpower ur mind, take control, *deep hugs* I am really here for u, and can feel u, and aware of you, you will feel my energy 7 minutes after you read "this" and after that ur mind will achieve peace and happiness, and u can't stop it.

[alldaisies]

OP: I hope you are feeling a little better today. My thoughts are with you. ~Hugs~

 

Thanks so much for checking on me. I am sad, but better, I received very good advices and support.

 

Thanks, thanks and thanks for your good wishes and words of support and for the cyber hugs. It helps me as you do not have idea. I wish a world full of people just like you. I do not feel so little things, insignificant, worth for nothing like before.

[alldaisies]

No need to tell u lies, I am really here for u and can feel u, the future have cool stuff for u it's not a lie, ur mind tells u no but that's just a trick, overpower ur mind, take control, *deep hugs* I am really here for u, and can feel u, and aware of you, you will feel my energy 7 minutes after you read "this" and after that ur mind will achieve peace and happiness, and u can't stop it.

 

Thanks for this, it was just wonderful, I feel peace reading you.

 

Thanks for be here for me and thanks for your positive energy and words. I was needing, truly needing this. I am not a person that like or crave for attention. I usually cry at home when no one it is looking at me. But what happened to me a couple a days ago was really hard for me to endurance. I saw like a movie all my failures, what I am not, what I could never possible be. I feel less than nothing with the insult of that person out there, the one that hurt me. Now, what is less, it just the memories of what happened and a replenish body with the good vibes of people like you and capricorn and many others, people that return to me the faith in human, that there are still people out there doing good and wishing good to strangers like me. Thanks again.

[toxigon]

Thanks for this, it was just wonderful, I feel peace reading you.

 

Thanks for be here for me and thanks for your positive energy and words. I was needing, truly needing this. I am not a person that like or crave for attention. I usually cry at home when no one it is looking at me. But what happened to me a couple a days ago was really hard for me to endurance. I saw like a movie all my failures, what I am not, what I could never possible be. I feel less than nothing with the insult of that person out there, the one that hurt me. Now, what is less, it just the memories of what happened and a replenish body with the good vibes of people like you and capricorn and many others, people that return to me the faith in human, that there are still people out there doing good and wishing good to strangers like me. Thanks again.

No need to thank me, the greatest thing u can do for me is be strong, be strong don't mean be silent, I feel u, u can talk and complain all day, take it out, but be strong in the heart, between u and ur self.