Daydreams ☪

[Daydreamer0389]

Daydreams daydreams

Why am I smoking so much?

Because it’s like forgetting.

Numbing.

Clearing my mind, filling my lungs.

 

I just want to breath you in,

it’s an obsession I can’t quite grasp or shake. It makes no sense. 


 

Quiet calm collected- externally


Cold shaken resented - internally 


 

Explore- I want to.


Answers- I need to. 


Questions I can’t quite put together. 


 

Crave

craze

cure


 

Is it all insane or am I?!

For wanting it this bad and needing you like it’s all I have.

Every opportunity flashed like a disk,

erased in a brisk bittersweet motion.

 

All these notions Feel like potions

I’ve been poisoned.

I need this more than you know.

Just to know, So you know,

I don’t really know Why.