3 Months later I bumped into her

[Ninjatune]

Hey guys, I just got back home after bumping into my ex girlfriend.

 

She was walking towards me and my mates with her own group of friends and we spotted each other. I greeted her and we smiled to each other.

She was so sexy and even though I thought i was over her it hit me and I lost it. I asked her to talk to me in private for a few minutes and I couldnt help myself but say I still have feelings for her and I want to go out for a drink. She once more said that she is in a different place and doesn't feel like dating at the moment etc. I foolishly insisted which obviously led to nowhere but her getting annoyed by me.

 

I guess I'm back to square one now? God I love her so much, I wish she would give me a second chance.

I just sent her a text saying that I lose it whenever I see her and that its so hard for me to not put pressure on her but I still have feelings. Also that she knows where to find me if she feels like going out at some point.

 

Back to NC

[Dottieflanogon]

Yes, you're now back at day one...I'm sorry, I know how that hurts.meet new people, keep busy, everyone has their own timetable to heal.

[Ninjatune]

I swore I would never talk to her again(2 months NC) but I was misled because when we spotted each other she was all friendly and she greeted me with a big smile on her face. That's why I reached out to her and I thought maybe there was still something there. I'm really down today because I made a fool of myself again but it was so hard since I still have feelings for her and I thought it was a good idea to talk to her. How do I stop thinking of her now? I feel like I'm starting all over again.